In this season, I finished.
I participated to 7 competition, I couldn't enter best 64.
Only onetime, I won the qualification.
The results is 1 win 5 loses.
I understand that my skill and my level of fencing are not winning in the world.
If I doing same thing when I'll be lose the competition.
So, next season what will I doing???
I can finish my challenge to next season.
I can finish my athlete career.
I can finish everything.
No. No no no.
I'm never giving up.
Now I'm preparing to next direction in Italy.
Why do I live in Italy???
Why do I want to fencing there?
In Italy, I'm studying Italian, English, education of fencing, also my coaches are living there.
I wanna be strong more and study more.
Next season, I want to enter Best 64.
Never give up.
Fencing is your hobby??
No.
Fencing is my life and my tool.
I can do it.
No limit. I'm thinking of fencing everywhere everyday.
I'll continue to my challenge for next season.
悔しい。
これが実力。
イタリアでまた修行しなおして、
8月と12月の日本の試合に挑み切ります。
世界は甘くない。
これが実力。
遊びじゃない。
勝てないのなら、出る意味がない。
1年かけて、勝てる実力を養います。
そして、もっと勉強する。
もっと練習する。
もっと国際的な実力をつける。
I appreciate to my coaches and friends.
Italian coaches, Japanese coaches...
Thank you for choosing me to the World Cup.
But I could not return anything.
Sorry...
I wanna be strong.
The way isn't over yet.
悔し涙さえでないと、
自分はもう燃え尽きているのかと思う。
それでもまだ、
止まりたくはないんだ。